The Grand Conspiracy
Suspicions about how this all works
AW has been getting into more about the dark side of our world, especially in recent years, with releases like Angels, Demons + Spiritual Tools, as well as podcasts like the Aliens podcast or the Chemtrails podcast.
But I still feel like I am mostly in the dark on many of the major questions about this life: What are we doing here? What is the dark hierarchy that controls this planet, the Illuminati, getting out of all of this? Why is God allowing it to continue?
AW hasn’t addressed these questions specifically, but he has dropped many hints, and it seems like he wants people to try to put it together. So in what follows I will try - here is how I think it all works:
(Note: this piece will have some overlap with Spiritual Warfare + Mysteries of Existence, and is intended as a complement to that conversation.)
Content warning: dark themes and imagery
Soul Farm
Let’s start here:
[I]f you’re fortunate enough to taste its fruit, the mulberry can instantly take you away from the conditioned and purposely controlled world that tries to sap the light out of the human soul.
Life Changing Foods (Extended Edition) p. 375
On first read this sounded mostly metaphoric to me: the world is set up to beat down and demoralize us. But what if he meant it literally?
In Brain Saver, AW says that the soul is “energy … a fireball of light.”1 Perhaps that energy is being sapped not just to weaken and control us, but as a resource, valuable in and of itself.
It’d make more sense of comments like these:
Daylight savings is to make your life miserable, yes. Now the powers that be on this planet, the [Illuminati], they think in every way possible how can they make human life on this planet more difficult … now you may think, “Well hey why would the [Illuminati] be thinking about things like this?” They do. Massive think tanks with massive money behind it and evildoers that sit around and make charts and power points on this very stuff…
With every fatality, there’s a gain for [the Illuminati]. With every sick person, there’s a gain. With every person that gets sicker and sicker and a problem happens there’s a gain.
AW says in AD&ST that all Angels are given light from God, but that once an Angel begins to fall, they are forsaken and lose all further access. I think what we are living here on this earth is their way to replace and replenish this lost power: a kind of energy or soul farm.
Others have noted how strange it is that almost every culture on earth has converged on some form of ritual sacrifice somewhere in its history, with the perpetrators believing that they would receive something in return. Well, it would be strange - unless there were real entities requesting and communicating exactly that.
We’ve been lied to about the prevalence and significance of these practices throughout our history -
I believe this is what Christianity was fundamentally about - a rejection of sacrifice and this system of living off other beings’ energy - and that it is why Christ was so hated by his contemporaries, who were either deeply invested in this system themselves or animated by dark entities that were.2
But what are these entities getting out of the sacrifice exactly? I think the way it works is that God imparts our souls with a certain amount of energy to carry us through our full natural lives on this planet. AW has said for instance that souls have to dodge planets when they are traveling here, and he’s said that demons have to expend energy to travel. It seems that souls would too - and perhaps that energy can be harvested.
If we die or are killed before the end of our natural lifespan, where does the unused energy go? I think it’s up for grabs. I believe this is what’s happening in these sacrificial rituals, and why dark entities want them and reward those who perform them: it is their source of Light and power. And I believe it is why these rituals often involve the sacrifice of the young - there would be much more unused soul energy for these fallen entities to harvest.
In this pursuit, I think they’ve enlisted certain humans to help them create a system for extracting this energy. This is what the Illuminati is - as the name suggests, they are the select evil souls who have been brought into the know of what the rest of the world has been left out of.3
It’s members serve those above them in the hierarchy, and in return they receive rewards.4 War, riots, senseless murder and violence - they stoke all of these behind the scenes to keep a strong supply of death and released Light.
But even war is not the greatest contributor. Consider how many die from addiction, from famine, from poverty, from disease. This Dark Hierarchy is using every means it can think of to prolong and worsen these conditions.
And if there are billions of people (and animals) on this planet living only to a fraction of their lifespan, how much energy must they be accumulating?5
It helps to make sense of what e.g. the chemtrails program is really for -
I believe there are other ways they can take soul energy from us as well. For instance, AW says that the soul leaves the body when we experience a trauma that is too much pain to handle -
When something terrible happens, your soul—which normally resides in your brain—gets projected out of your body to protect you from a certain amount of soul injury. Some people can feel this out-of-body experience, watching themselves from afar or even above. This is a safety mechanism. This way, your soul doesn’t have to experience the full amount of pain from betrayal or loss.
Brain Saver (p. 88)
Why do Satanic rituals involve torture? Perhaps to get the soul to leave the body, and to make it easier to harness energy from it. In light of this, practices like circumcision, a terrible trauma pushed on infants at birth for no defensible reason, start to make more sense.
Sex too is clearly something they use in their rituals and promote in the wider population. AW has said that most men today are “seed throwing addicts,” and it seems intentional - sex is pushed on us at every turn. Would it be that surprising if the act meant to create life involved some kind of soul energy transfer?
Is that what these demons are getting out of it, and why sexual abuse is so central to their rituals?
This seems to be the core of their plan - to accumulate enough power and bring over enough angels and human souls to darkness that they can overthrow God and take over the source of His Light. This way they can survive forever, and avoid the consequences of all that they’ve done.
It seems to be what our society is fundamentally set up around. In AD&ST, AW said that ancient Rome was a “demon producer” - it strikes me that our current civilization is just another attempt at this same scheme, and that there have been many iterations.
It’s notable when people with pretty different backgrounds and ideologies start coming to the same conclusions:
But if this is all true, then what is God doing about it? Why is He allowing it to persist?
I think it may be that His hands are tied. Satan is cunning, and I think has figured out how to position himself and advance his plans in ways that prevent God from stopping him outright; and instead, they are locked in a kind of cosmic chess game.
AW seems to indicate something like this in the ending to his recent Measles podcast:
Biological warfare mixed in with spiritual warfare is their last hand in their sick, deranged deck of cards …
And here, from the end to the Bird Flu podcast:
God knows their game, and keeps an eye on them all the same…
The scale will tip when it’s time…
Perhaps God is doing all that he can do until circumstances change to allow him to do more.
But is there anything that we can do?
Fighting Back
I believe we were sent here for exactly that purpose.
AW more or less says so - two of my all time favorite passages from the books:
You’ve been picked out of the crowd as a special person who can change the world. Because you hold power, illness tried to hold you back. You probably experienced symptoms along the way, and this may have gotten you labeled with a whole bunch of different names for what was supposedly wrong with you. Yet the plan of you being picked on backfired. Instead of being constrained, you were pushed forward and forced to grow and develop in your soul and spirit. You gained understandings and insights that brought you closer to God.
Thyroid Healing (p. 261)
Stress is not trying to kill you. It’s a master teacher that is trying to communicate with you. It’s trying to test you—though it’s not about any sort of score. Just being chosen for this test makes you instantly successful. The world is becoming something new and different. You’ve been recognized as amazingly capable and a key player in seeing the world through this challenging age of the Quickening. We’ll only come out on the other side of this era of rebirth if committed people like you learn to recognize stress as an honor and to use it to their advantage.
Life Changing Foods (p. 20)
My sense is that God cannot intervene too directly without completely disrupting the fabric of what he’s created and risking all of the souls that exist here; and that Satan knows this, and is essentially holding us hostage, while waging war on us to siphon all of the energy he can.
AW said in AD&ST that the original meaning of Enlightenment was literally about becoming lighter, so that your soul could rise away from this earth and go back to God. I think Satan has souls here trapped, using his powers of deception to cause them to sink further into sin and weigh them down to ensure they cannot leave.
So perhaps God sends souls here - ones that can change this system from the inside out and help the others to escape.
And I think that’s the answer to why God allows this to continue - to try to save the souls that would otherwise be abandoned, left to the full powers of Satan.
I think there are many different ways we are helping.
The most straight forward is by healing ourselves. But I believe it is about more than preserving our natural lifespan and reducing the amount of energy that can be siphoned from us; and about more even than helping to spread this knowledge to others.
Always remember: your work toward healing has greater meaning than you could ever know.
Medical Medium (Revised and Expanded Edition) (p. xxiii)
It has felt very clear to me throughout my life that they don’t want us here. I feel targeted - spiritually harassed - and I’ve seen many others in our community say the same. It just doesn’t make sense for life to feel this hard:
And I think the reason they come after us so relentlessly has to do with our souls - the energetic possibilities that we can bring to this earth through them.
“Our soul, it has this power and this light and this frequency. And what you do when you’re doing Medical Medium information, is you’re not just physically healing, but you’re strengthening the frequency of your soul … You’re making it stronger.”
I believe they try to fill us with heavy metals largely to weaken this connection; AW has said that they absolutely hate that people are getting the metals out of themselves with things like the HMDS.6
My sense is that we are changing the fabric of this reality simply by being here. And it’s why they work so hard to get us to give up and leave.7
“When you have a very bright light, you get challenged more, unfortunately… The better of a person you are, the more you get challenged”
But that plan backfired - God is the better chess player:
Instead of being constrained, you were pushed forward and forced to grow and develop in your soul and spirit. You gained understandings and insights that brought you closer to God.
And this soul development I think is probably what is most important about what we are doing here -
We’re all meant to have compassion for one another. It is one of the good works we do here, and it matters. It is part of our collective life path, part of surviving the Quickening and taking humanity to the next level.
Life Changing Foods (p. 304)
Every bit of compassion we develop, every bit of spiritual wisdom and soul growth, is an energy and possibility in consciousness that we are bringing to this planet to change this world from the inside out and liberate all of those stuck here.
The Quickening
If I could ask AW one question, it would be this: what is the endgame for all of this?
He’s indicated that this has all happened before, and that the Book of Revelation actually describes what already happened on Mars, which is now a nuclear wasteland.
He says that we are approaching Ending Times here on Earth, where there will be more killing and nuclear war, before God is ultimately forced to intervene. But he says this could be delayed -
The Earth doesn’t have to end up like Mars. It doesn’t have to go red. Even though there’s thousands of nuclear warheads on the planet and artificial intelligence will eventually take over, doesn’t mean the free will of the human race can’t change what was prophesized, doesn’t mean the light won’t win in the end. Just because the book of Revelation shows a bleak future doesn’t mean it has to be a bleak future. Seeing the future can be weaponized... weaponized to stop what’s been prophesized. And over time, when more people see what lies in the pages of the book of Revelation, they can make a conscious stand and eventually help turn around what’s to come. The book of Revelation is a hidden schematic. It’s a map. It’s a boilerplate of the ending times. But free will determines the ending times. It determines the timeline and it determines if it’s going to happen in a 100 years or 300 years...
Why do civilizations keep following this same blueprint?
I think it’s a kind of stalemate between God and Satan - the only path Satan can take to avoid losing and prolong the battle a little bit longer.
Perhaps in this iteration, God has introduced something Satan was not prepared for -
“Without all of you, there would not be enough heart and soul to balance the chaos on earth at this moment in time”
Maybe we can help tip the scales.
“The soul is energy, and the energy of the soul is powerful—a fireball of light.” Brain Saver, p. 552.
I learned here that in 364 A.D., when Christian Roman Emperor Valentinian I outlawed all ‘nocturnal celebrations’, a Roman prefect tried to dissuade him and preserve these practices. “[P]lease don’t shut this down … this is the one thing that holds the entire human race together … if you get rid of this, life will become unlivable.” It does not sound to me like these were ordinary evening celebrations…
Lots of strange stuff around this - they do seem to try to communicate with each other out in the open, perhaps as a demonstration of power to all of those in the know. Some examples: Balenciaga, Paul McCartney, Marina Abramovic, etc. Related: David Wilcock on the Spiritual Rules that the hierarchy has to follow. Note: David Wilcock recently died (allegedly a suicide, despite him saying clearly he was not suicidal), and his biographer Wynn Free died a few days before him.
I am reminded of this excerpt about serial killer John Wayne Gacy, who perhaps was driven and rewarded by demons and fallen angels for his kills: “In an interview after his arrest, Gacy stated that immediately after killing McCoy, he felt ‘totally drained’, yet noted that he had experienced a mind-numbing orgasm as he killed the youth. He added: ‘That's when I realized that death was the ultimate thrill.’”
AW tells us that our natural lifespan is much longer than the average life expectancy. I believe we can naturally live to about 120 - the fact that some still reach very close to this even today suggests to me that all humans would be capable of at least that under the right conditions. 80 years, roughly the average life expectancy in developed countries, is two thirds of 120 - a whole third of our collective energy would be going to the hierarchy. Note: AW says true life expectancy is even lower than the reported figures.
The trace minerals in our brain connect to our very soul. They hold information within them that connects us to the moon, the stars, the atmosphere, the ether, the heavens .. Trace minerals have both a physical presence and purpose and a metaphysical presence and purpose. And along with macro minerals, trace minerals were meant to be the only metals inside our brain …
When a metal is industrialized and forged, it has lost its memory. An industrialized metal has become toxic and destructive to our bodies, its natural nature has been disrupted, and its active ability to participate for the planet’s benefit has been lost. Toxic heavy metals are trace minerals’ worst enemy, and vice versa. In conflict with toxic heavy metals, trace minerals are sacrificed.
Brain Saver (pp. 40-41)
I would almost swear I remember hearing AW say something like “just got to keep you guys alive" offhand at one of his events this fall. I don’t remember if it was one of the Organic Krush events or the Cafe Gratitude event, but I am pretty sure it was one of those. Anyone else remember this? It was during the meet + greet, I think as one group of people who had just spoken to him was leaving.